My Lyfestyle Through Lyrics
I don’t know if you know, what it’s taken for me to open up as I have opened up to you.
You see, a lot has happened in my life and I’ve learned that even the ones I thought loved and trusted me weren’t there when I was going through what I was going through.
I don’t know if you know, There are 86,400 seconds available in a day for any human being to say what they have to say.
When a whole half of my day has gone by without a peep from you, I want to pull away.
I don’t know if you know, that at this very moment I miss you more than ever before.
The silence is piercing but as the day progresses it continues to hurt, straight to the core.
I don’t know if you, that I don’t need to know your every move I just want to know you’re safe.
Yet I choose to lay low, keep quiet, hold it all in, not tell a soul, just to save face.
I don’t know if you know, when you tell me you’ll call and you don’t that deep down it hurts.
This feeling only resurfaces past emotions of times and people who have let me down, again I feel burned.
I don’t know if you know, that regardless of your flaws I’ll see past all of that.
Knowing what I know now in these hours of silence, makes me question if you have my back.
I don’t know if you know, how hard it is for me to express what’s on my mind, in my heart and in my soul.
All these thoughts are such a waste and only my time and energy has it stole.
I don’t know if you know, today I had a lot to say and share with you but you were nowhere to be found.
My guard begins to slowly go
back up because this feeling is all too familiar. I don’t know what else to say or do or how else to react. In return: silence is my sound.