I awaken with you on my mind.
Missing and loving you this much makes my heartache, I don’t think you realize.
I have breakfast with you on my mind.
Wondering what it’d be like feeding you breakfast in bed as we gaze into each others eyes.
I work while you’re on my mind.
I often take breaks to jot down the poetry for which you are my muse for everything of which I write.
I run errands around town with you on my mind.
My mind wanders and imagines what it’d be like holding your hand as you drive.
I eat lunch with you on my mind.
As I stare at the choices on the menu I can help but ask myself “what would my King want to try?”
I play at the park with you on my mind.
As I swing away and watch my son play, a flash to the future of us together with our little ones at the park when we have family time.
I cook dinner with you on my mind.
Envisioning you taste testing each dish while hugging, touching and squeezing me from behind.
I listen to music with you on my mind.
Imagining a slow dance with you, as you take the lead, gently holding me and rocking me. Just that thought alone makes me cry.
I fall asleep with you on my mind.
Listening to you read stories, as animated as you are with me, seeing you be animated with the kids brings joy to my soul during bedtime.
I dream of you on my mind.
Not only dreaming of what making love to you would be like…
as high as a kite
you’re my natural high
the wind beneath my wings
I soar and I fly
I can be myself with you
I have nothing to hide
the day will come
when we both decide
to be together forever
But to tell you all of this, I’m too shy.
This kind of honesty
Could very well be my demise.
So I contain all these thoughts
leave them in my heart
leave them for my soul.
All this because you’re on my mind.